first day p0ser!!

hepi!!
first cuz kdtgn ramadan kli aq raikan,.
thanx kt mak aq cuz belikan kek,.
y bajet2 suda..
hehehe,..
and thanxx jugak cuz biarkan aq n kimi jew y clbrte..
sec0nd aq dpt noteb00k,.
bhahahaa,..
giler poker la aq nt,.
third,.
bel0m jdik lg,.es0p ar aq citew!!

bakal dpt notebook!!!

bhahahaha!!
gumbira ta trkate!!
mmg ku tggu saat ia jth ke tgn ku!
thanx ayah!
love u for eva!!!


oke,.stat citew,.
ary niy aq giler xcited mau p skowla,.
cuz nk kenekn awop2 aq,.exclude wani,.
cuz aq plan nan dy!
mmg hijau kuneng mukew sowg2..
tkot sgt aq tuka skowla!
bhahhaa!!!

hurm,.kenangan terakhir

gambaq trakhir bersama moyang,.
so sad aq tadak kat dlm gambaq niy...
tp tapa laa,.asal aq dpt salam nan moyang 2 ary sblm dy pergi,...

ada 1 soalam,.
sapew y pling tarik perhtian kowunk lam pica niy???

try y0pe!!!

all this while,
i thought i am the luckiest gurl alive,.
mak n ayah sporting jewp,.
but today!
today is simply my worst day,.EVER!!
wnna know why?
ask him!
to be honest wit u,.
he is the only man i really3 love!
sampai aty yer wat aq gini,.
dy ta pk sal aq kew??
hid0p ku mkin anc0r!!!
giler laa,...
aq tataw apew nk ckp,.

more-ning!!!

perghhh....
leteyh giler ary niy,.
bgun pagi2 da kene bsuh pggan,.jemur baju,.
hurm,..
lteyh..
nk pi titow lak niy,..
meh ikot,
tp dop dpn pintu jewp,.
jdik pak gat!

its me again!!

giler punyer lamer wa ta update blog wa niy,..
whai blog,.
wa kangen samer luw!!
mcm2 prob adew lam paler wa semenjak duemenjak niy,..
ary niy da msuk 4 ary gua dmam,.
mcm prob adew...(bpew kli mo ulg daa)
anyway,.
wa ta nk ckp byk,.
wa nk ckp kt luw y wa mmg ta puas aty nan specific people niyh!
dy bg wa prob pastu lg nk tnyer,.
pas tnyer wat mukew ta slh lak uw,.
then mulot ta abez2 ngatew owg!
dasar ntah papew laaa...
ta enak aser nyer wa sebot prob wa kt sini,.
bgitu juge nan namer mamat y bg wa mslh niy!
eh silap,.bkn mamat uw sowang sbnrnyew,,..
adew ag geng2 dy, ramai..
tp ta pew,.
bia tetap jdik rahsia gua la....
hurm,.
oke laa..
eye'll sea u two-more-row lol..

start cutiy!!!

hmm,...
cuti niy aq ta g aner2 kowt,..
lw jlan pom mgkin kayell or ipoh,.
aser cam nak d0p umah jew,..
tp kang bernanah tinger niy d0p dgar bebel,..
hmm,..
semalam sblm cuti aq gado nan aw0p2 int1,..
baek punyerr,.
tp still ta puas aty,.
aw0p2 uw penakut tol laa,..
dasar lezz,.
anwy,..
aq pom tadew pew nk ckp sbnr nye,..
sajew ngarut2 pepagi buter niy,..
arg!!!!
bosan!!

aq c0ntact ko cuz aq ingt ko!!!

tp mu wak lebeyh kuang jew opp,.
mu ingt mu sapew???
lupew oh napew mu kabo ke aq???
d0p leyh g la konon,..
anway,..
mu jgn nop prasan arr kimak,..
aq tad0p niat siket nop halang mu kwn nan sapew2,..
mapuh mu arr,..
ad otop jgn wak as0p lam jubo,..
mapuh mu arr eh!!!!
aq tab0h sapa mak aq tw sal kitew skunk,..
doh laa mak mu still c0ntact nan mak aq,..
pk arr d0wh,..
slama niy aq kwn nan mu jew,..
sed0r arr!!!!
aq bkn nop terhegeh2 kwn nan mu!
lpas aq y mu kata,..
aq takan kac0 mu ag,.
pas niy lw aser dara mu ilg jgn nyesal!!!

bhahahaha..

da terlampau njoy sampy da lamer ta post citew,..
hehe,..
butang cuti 3 ary,..
samer nan aq lew,..
hehehe,..
gayut sakan la noo,..
kemarin ai khamis,..rm34.82,licin
semalam rm20.05,hanguss,.
ai niy???
hehehe,...
aq da standby rm50,..
haha,.
but aq tw,..
dy spend byk dae aq,..
mybe lbeyh sat0ss,..
huhu,..
anyway,..
aq syg ko la weyy,..
mggu dpn dy balek lg,..
hehehe,...
niy y s0n0k niy,...!!!

i will survive

At first I was afraid, I was petrified,
I kept thinking, I could never live without you, by my side
But, then I spent so many nights,
just, thinking how you’ve done me wrong,
I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you’re back, from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here without that, look upon your face
I should have, changed that fucking lock,
I would have made you leave your key,
if I had known for just one second, you’d be back to bother me

[*:]
Oh, now go, walk out the door
Just turn around, now, you’re not welcome anymore
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble?
Did you think I’d lay down and die?

[#:]
Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll be alive
I’ve got all my life to live, I’ve got all my love to give
I will survive, I will survive, yeah, yeah


It took all the strength I had, just, not to fall apart
I’m trying hard to mend the pieces, of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights, just feeling, sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high

And you see me, with somebody new
I’m not that stupid, little, person, still in love with you
And so, you thought you’d just drop by, and you expect me to be free
But now I’m savin’, all my lovin’, for someone whose lovin’ me

[*] ~~ [#]

utk ko suaya,..

aq bkn ta pk sal kimiey,..
juzz ko kena pham,.
fmily aq bkn cm fmily ko,..
oke,.
aq ngaku,..
mmg kuarga aq boleyh d katogeri kuarga y senang,..
tp ko kena pham..
kuarga aq style independent...
sumer y ko nk,..
kena wt sndiri,.
ayh aq juzz kc wit tiap blan n aq kena
pepandai id0p,..
lw aq telebeyh njoy,..
aq kena tggung arh,..
sumer pasal diri aq,..
aq kena saytel sndiri,.
saket kew,
sihat kew,
bodo kew,
cerdik kew,
sedeyh kew,
eppy kew,..
aq bkn nk ckp mak bpak aq ta amek tw hal aq,..
tp g2 arhh,..
sus0h arr d0wh nk citer care niy,..
nt kitew wt date ek?!stuju??

stick arr d0wh..

bushan gilew d0p umah,..
sumbakk!!
migraine niy mmg ta leyh d ajar tol laa,..
lteyh aq nk mlayan nyew,..
saket laa doh..
mau p kowlaa,..
dop uma asyk gado nan pak su aq jewp,..
mkin saket palew aq niy,..
hmm,..
takot la nk btw pkara y sbnr,.
kang lw aq ad pneumonia kew,.
apew kew,..
kan susah,..
haishh,..
hehehe,..bak katew ajizz,..
biasa!
bia kn jew laa ek,..

mownink!!

tlonggg...!!!
kerap plak aq migrain dlm mggu niy,..
saket laa dowh,..
dmam lak uww,..
ary niy ta g kowlaa,..
banggew gak aser,.
tp nt kena g kinik,..
kompom kena amek ubt,..
n kompom kena mkn ubt,..
arghhh..!!!
fuck ubat!!
tam0!!tam0!!tam0!!
smlm aq ta leyh titow..
ta taw la napew,..
smpat gak aq tgk 'the santa claus 2'..
hehehe,..
lteyh la dowh..
kowunk ta raser kew ek?
lw leyh aq mau amek mc 8 minggu!!
hehehe,..
agk2 buleyh kew?
bhahaha,..
bulan 5 da nk exam,.
huhu,..
nota brlambak ta siap,.
arghh,..
jap2!!!
migrain aq da dtg lg,..
cepat bitaw!sapew y undang menatang niy,..
meh siniy aq nak belasah,..
haish,..
saket shiott!!!!!!!!!

hey,..

hurm,..
pepagi da saket paler,..
shiall tol laa,..
hidung pom brlumber nk wt hal,.
ud0h laa pranga sek02,.
sakett gilew d0wh,.
jgn katew aq ad pnyaket da laa,..
huhuhu,..
tam0,..
aq nk id0p ag,..
aq l0m sdia untk mati,.
kemarin kn,..
aq mimpi gigi ats aq trcab0t,.
lw ta silap,.
owg tua2 ckap,..
lw kitew mimpi gigi kitew cab0t,..
itu petanda ad owg nk ninggalkn kitew,..
gigi ats owg y tua dae kitew,..
gigi bwh owg y mudew dae kitew,..
hurm,..
arghh!!!
lupewkan jew laa,..
aq ket paler niy,..
tlong,.!!!!
shiot laa,..
smalam da saket,..
ary niy pom nk saket lg,..
haishh,..
bun0h diri kang,.!
huhuuuuuuu....
(butang i luv u)

kenapew nan aq??

skunk niy aq da makin kerap saket paler n saket dada,..
semput pom ad gak,..
da laa mkin ta larat jew,..
huhu,..
nenk aq ckap,.
tu sumer sebab aq sukew mandi tgh mlm butew,.
(dy syak paru2 aq berair)
hidung aq pom asyk selsema jewp..
btuk jgn ckap arr,..khak pom samer naik,.
risau jgat aq,..
ta penah pom aq saket y bkn2 slama aq idop,.
haishh,..
niy y wt aq tkowt niy,..
perghh,jgn laa jd papew kt aq,..
hmm,..
aniwaya,bia laa aq tgung sensowang,..
hehe,..
mak bapak aq ta perlu tw pom,..

aq da bushan id0p..!!?(begini)

hmmm,..
aq da ta bapew rapat nan nenek aq,.
biar laa,..
aq bkn nk sanad pom rpat nan dy,.
dy nk mrah?
mrah laa,..ta kesah,..
bkn nyer ad kaitan nan aq pom lw dy mrah,..
y aq tw aq tgh bosan ny,.
byk sgt mslh n aq trlalu boross!!!
850 hingget abezz dlam mser 2 mggu?!!
what the FUCK??
pehal nan aq niy,..
nk katew aq beli kaseh syg,..
blum penah ad owg jual ag,..
nk katew aq beli pkwe,..
aq blum gilew laa,..
arghh!!!!
aq da ta betoll,..
____________________________________________________________________________
aq ad masalh laa 1-2 mggu ni,..
paler aq slalu saket,..
time aq stress sgt2 slalu aser nk pitam,..
mater aq lak slalu wt hal,..
dada jgn ckp arr,..
tiap2 pagi saket,..
ap kena nan aq niy,..
bhahaha,..
aq tkowt nk btaw mak aq,..
evn ayah aq,..
cuzz slamer niy aq ta penah saket,..
kang dy0wg ckp aq sngajew nk trik prhatian lak kang,..
huhu,..
aq saket kew huh?
....
tam0 laaa,..
aq tam0 susah kn mak n ayh aq,.
dy0wg pom byk ag mendew laen nk pk,..
huhu,..better diam kn jew,..
oke lahh,.
taaaaataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa___________

bushan,..

hay sayang,..!!
hehe,.
bosan laa dowh,.
butang da balek 0stel,huhu..
huhu..
sekolah menengah kebangsaan agama kuala bang,..
niy la namer skowla y mmisahkn kami,.
aser cam bangang jewp,..
mlm niy msti sunyi lg,.
hmm,.
2 mggu sehh nk nunggu dy,..
kebushanan laa akuwh,.
babi toll,.
nt alek umah aq try cae pixca dy yew,..
skunk kt umah suaya,.
huhu...sumbat!

dy da balek ostell,.

hmm,..
keb0sanan laa aq mlm niy,..
da tadew sapew y aq nk call n
tadew sapew nk call aq,..
pehall laa dy cuti 3 ary jewp,.
hmm,...
aq da stat windu ko laa,..
haish,..
nk jew aq shout namer dy,.
kowunk nk tw kew?
hehe,..
ner leyh gtaw,..
tp owg call dy butang,..
mgkin ad tragedi d sebalik namer uww,..
aq tadew laa tnyer pulak,..
tkowt dy marah,..
hehehe,..
biaser laaa,...
lw da syg maner bulih lpaskn g2 jewp,...
aser cam ta lgkap jew ary aq bilew dy ta call,..
lw kowunk da fall in luv pom g2 jgat knknkn??hehe,..
aq blah dulu la ek,.
tataa

gado nan nyet!!!

dy uw bdak kampong aq,..
kwan si isham,..
aq knal dy maser dy lpak kt uma isham uww laa,..
aq sndri ta sgka dy bdk KAKA,..
hehe,.
n aq pom ta sgka dy ajak aq kapel,..
mak aih,..
sapo ta terkejut knknkn??
mmg feeling abezz..hehe,.
pastu,.
dy balek KAKA,.hmm,..2 minggu aq tggu dy tw,..
..................................................................
after 2 week
..................................................................
dy pom balek,.aser cm mimpi
then maser dy balek aq lah owg pling gumbira,.
dy niy laa budap y aq citer ari uw,..
y dalam 'AQ MINAT DY'..
hehe,..
aq simpan kedit rm46.82 semata2 sbb dy..
hehe,..
setiap mlm aq call dy,..
bilew kedix aq abezz,..
dy lak koll,..
then eddiey nyibok,..(len kli laaa aq citer sal eddiey k)
kekdang smpai aq ta lyan kwn2 aq y laen,..
hmm,.
tp ptg td,..
maser dy nk g ostel,.
dy ckap aq sprise utk aq,.
huhu,.
mmg aq trtunggu2 gilew,.
hehe,..aq cakap kt dy balek ostel ari ahad laa,..
wat pew pk sal ckgu lak??
bialah kena mrah skali skala..
hehe,..mcm2 ag...
tp,
..................................................................
ini kisah benar,bkn cerita dongeng dulu kala
..................................................................
dy mintak aq ngaji dpan dy,.
even juzz al-fatihah,..
aq ta period,bahkan aq ad wuduk,..
tp malu laa aq knknkn???
so aq juzz btw dy,.
aq tamo,.
then dy cm out of mood kejap,..
..
aq da dpt agk sumtin akn berlaku,..
n dy tr0zz ltak fon,.
hmm,..
majok,.(klise)
dy tadew msg or call smpy la kul 6,..
hmm,..
aq pom ta braniy nk call or msg..
aq pk dy da g ostel,..

tp td!!!kull 8:48p.m..
dy call,..
aq trkejut gilew,..
dy wt ap aq mintak!
dy blum g ostelll,...
kjutan y gilew2 arhh,..
ta tdow jgat aq mlm niy kang,..
hehe,..
oke arr,..
aq nk p ckp nan dy jap,...